The Finale..~

I shut my eyes and jumped.. how did i do it? ma a3rf. kaif ma 5ft a6ee7? ma a3rf. i slammed on the balcony's floor which made my knees ache. :" shit.." i muttered.
he's yelling :" REEEMAAAA!!! e9bry bas amskk!!!!!"
i stood up slowly and ran into the room , the door wasn't locked, i opened it and the stairs were right in front of me. I could hear his footsteps , running on the stairs. " he's gonna kill me " i thought, "NOW RUN". I ran as fast as i could. i reached the last floor and i he was right behind me , i ran to the main door and tried to open it. locked. i turned around he was coming closer and closer and closer..

Fahad:" min wian btflteen mny al7een ha? shfty lmn agoulk ana bas a7bk." he shot me his devilish grin.
Me:" fahad, f-fahad w5r 3any w etrkny a7sslk!"
Fahad:" laih aw5r? 3shan Saudtik byjy yn8thk mthlan? huh ma atw83.."
tears fell from my eyes :" fahad allah y5leek etrkny!!! 7raam 3laik! wldy bil bait ystnany!"
Fahad:" 3ady bsee6a Saud ytzwj '3eerk w hy t'htm feeh w ana atzwjk w njeeb 3yal bdal 6lal!"
i shook my head in denial.. Fahad:"ya3ny lssa m9ra enh byjy ya5thk? dream about it hun. listen to me saying this : never.gonna.happen"

suddenly a shadow was moving behind Fahad. Saud , i knew it. he pointed to me to keep quite and kept coming closer and closer to Fahad. the world was silent, i can only see Fahad's lips moving but couldn't hear anything. my thoughts were with the man who was fighting for me.

*SLAAAAMMMMMM* Fahad fell to the ground, Saud hit him with weird looking metal thing. like a hammer.
i ran to his arms and hugged him tight he hugged me back then pulled away :" t3wrty sawa feek shay?"
i shook my head :" la i'm fine" i turned to look at the man on the ground :" y-ya3ny al7een mat hu?"
he smiled :" la ma mat, he'll be okay bas 3shan yt3lm ma ygrb mnk thany"
his eyes were sparkling , like to blue gems staring into your soul..
i kissed him :" i'm so sorry!"
he smiled :" 3la esh? all that matters now enk b5eer w tt'thkreen kl shay!"
he held my hand tight, threw something like a letter on top of fahad and we left...


In a few months i was in full memories. I remembered everything, and fahad never bothered me again. You're probably thinking why we didn't throw him in jail, well because he's our cousin and he has sisters to look after. I was also allowed to see my father, he apologized for everything and i forgave him after all hatha abouy<3!

Thursday, 3:00 pm ;
the entire family was invited for lunch at our house..
Saud wrapped his arm around my waist and whispered:" ngoulohm al7een?"
i smiled :" ely yry7k!"
he yelled lnh kan ez3aj :" ya jama3a!! esm3ouna shway!"
they all turned to us.. for a sudden he got nervous since all eyes were on us .. :" umm shsma kna bngoulkm ya3ny enh ketha.. umm.."
i laughed :" ya alah ya Saud! bas bngoulkm enh byjeena a new member to the family "
in one voice they all said :" MABROUKK!!!"
laughs and giggles filled the living room, perfect just perfect was all i could think of.

in 9 months i was blessed with a beautiful daughter called Jazzi <3

so that's my story.. started bad but ended good..
that's why you should have faith no matter what, give your problems time and time will heal it all!
thankyou for being such amazing readers, friends and all<3 i love you all and when i settle i'll post a new story<3 much love and have faith<3

An apology..

hey guys this is your writer here..

i just wanted to apologize for not being such a great writer the past few months, it's just i couldn't catch up anymore.. i couldn't balance between writing and my normal life. i got so stressed out i ran out of ideas, i was ashamed of myself because i knew how much you expected these posts to be amazing.
forgive me please and i hope you enjoy the last post .. sorry again<3 much love to you all..

Chapter.23

I banged at the door hard I felt the bones in my fists were going to break. I yelled, cried but nothing seemed to work! How did I fall for it? He trapped me here with nothing but a bed and a chair with a glass window and a door made of metal. I remembered how stupid I was to fall for his innocent eyes but he was a beast on the inside.... I reached Starbucks shaking, bad thoughts running through my mind. He could kill me and no one would find out till the next day, it would be too late by that time. I took a seat at the back, he walked in and sat in front of me. He smiled : " ahleen " I didn't look up :" yeah, hi " I felt a warm hand lift up my chin to meet with the most dazzling hazel eyes :" leeh ma t6al3eeny? I won't eat you" For a second I was lost between those warm eyes but reality shot me back, I pushed his hand away and frowned :" you're not allowed to touch me. Ana jeet hna 3shan a7ki m3ak mu 3shan nsoulf" He put his arms behind him and grinned. Ughhh I hate him! :" yala 6ayb talk.." Me :" I know what you did!" He laughed :" what did I do entertain me with your stupidness!" I smiled :" remember my accident ? Yeahh!! You left me there, under a car the weights a million pounds. No one knows that right?" His grin turn to a frown :" y-you remember?" Me :" and I also remember the doctor telling me that I'll remember everything." He was shaking his legs.. Nervous terrified , ready to bring out the murderur inside him. He left his seat and ran outside. I ran after him a criminal shouldn't be free. I turned around to look for him but he was no were insight. BANG. Everything is dark again... I kept staring at the glass window. Maybe I can break it? I took the chance to look out the window, a blcony that reaches to another balcony I can jump there but I need to hang on something. I took the sheets from the blanket and cut them with my bare hands to make them into something similar to a rope. I broke the glass window and alarms as loud as they can , I grabbed the rope and tied it to the balcony my door flung open to reveal the beast behind it. BAAAM I jumped to other balcony.

Chapter 22.

I couldn't sleep after that .. I waited till it was 10 and I called Lamya ;
Me : " did you get the number?"
Lamya : " yes , I did! Bas tra ana maly da5l min wain jbteeh etha sa2lk!"
Me:" don't worry I won't say a thing bas make sure you know eny m3ah! And if I'm not home in an hour you tell Saud everything!!! Mafhoum?!"
Lamya : " okay , take care w fill me in with the details later!"
Me :" okay yala bye! "
I hung up and I called fahad, he picked up ;
Fahad :" meen m3ay?!"
Me :" Reema.."
He stayed silent for a second .. Then he answered
Fahad :" h-hala reema! '3reeba you called!"
Me:" I'm just calling to say meet me in two hours at star bucks and then we'll go somewhere quite.. We need to talk"
Fahad :" talk about us?!"
Me:" something like that.."
Fahad sounded to excited , idiot he doesn't know what I'm planning for him :" ohh okaay!! I'll see you then!"
Me:" thought so , yala bye " I hung up before he could say a thing! And he has the nerves to think I love him eww.
I got out side of the room and Saud was heading downstairs I stopped him ..
Me : " Saud wait!! "
He looked at me with a smile on his face , his eyes sparkled. God he's hot : " hala reema enshallah nmty ams?"
I smiled back :" ee al7mdellah , going to work?"
Saud :" yeah , bas for a couple of hours I have some paper work to do and then I'll come home 3shan n6l3 nswy shay together !"
Me : " okay enshallah! " I came closer and I kissed his cheek and hugged him then whispered :" take care okay?"
He was shocked I could feel it , for a second he didn't hug back , then he hugged me tight and whispered back :" I will enshallah don't worry " he pulled a way , flashed me a smile and left for work.. 
I couldn't bare the thought of not telling him about fahad.. But I had to, to keep him and my baby safe. I went to 6aloli's room and he was playing .. He ran to me
Me :" hi ya rou7 mama! "
He handed me a book :" mommy stowy pwease!"
I giggled and kissed his forehead, maybe this will be the last time I see him.. I sat in his rocking chair and started reading him his story , he pointed at pictures and laughed.. I was interrupted by the alarm clock , I kissed 6aloli goodbye and changed my clothes then headed downstairs , I took a last look at the house and left.. Ya rb e7f'6hum w raj3ny salma lhum .. 

Chapter 21

After 3 days of X-rays and stuff I was allowed to go home. Lamya greeted me at the door with the biggest hug ever! I love her. Lamya:" 7mdelah 3la al slama! I missed u!!" Me:" allah yslmk, I miss you too" Mom:" 5la9 Lamya 5am5ma w sa3deeha t6l3 foug, Reema 7beebty ry7y shway lain al '3da" Me:" enshallah , yala Lamya" She helped me climb the stairs, I went inside my room.. Me:" we need to talk!" Lamya:" about?" Me:" tt4kreen lmn glteely enh I was on the way to your house when the accident happened?" Lamya:" well yeah ha4a ely Saud galy yah." Me:" Lamya I remember something. And I'm scared now." Lamya:" what is it?" She sat next to me excited to know Me:" Fahad was the behind my accident." Lamya:" WHAT? H-how? What were you doing with him?" I told her everything and I held my head , tears fell from my eyes. What am I going to do? If he fahad finds out I knew he'd kill me and hurt Saud. Lamya:" you should talk to fahad." I looked up :" Majnouna enty? He'd hurt me and Saud!" Lamya:" uff reema this confusing, Saud y3rf?" Me:" no" Lamya:" a7ssn la tgouleen shay it's better of this way. Keep acting like you don't remember a thing until the time is right!" Me:" when will it be right? Ma agdr at7ml akthr min ketha I'm dying inside!!!" She sighed :" I don't know, I really don't know all we can do is wait" Me:" I can't wait.." I mumbled Saud came and sat with us minutes later , I told him about the flashbacks and he was so happy! But I couldn't tell him the ones involving Fahad. I loved him so much I couldn't bare the thought of seeing him hurt. 6 am : I couldn't sleep , all I did was think. Fahad could be watching me & making sure I don't remember a thing! That's why he used me!! He thought that if I couldn't remember a thing I'd fall for him. Kalb. I went to the bathroom and kept staring at my self * you're gonna die* I thought. My hair was so short I looked like a freak , it reached to the half of my neck and it was a mess. A knock came to the door; Saud:" Reema? " He opened the door of the bedroom before I could say a thing. I ran outside the bathroom and hugged him tight Me:" I love you" Saud:" I love you too" he hugged me tighter He pulled away from the hug Saud:" I have something for you" I smiled :" what?" He took my hand and placed a ring on my finger Saud:" it's your wedding ring. I wanted to give it back when I made sure you were mine again" Me:" I'll always be yours" He hugged me again. If only he knew how much trouble I'm in right now.. I love you and will love you endlessly forgive Saud..

Chapter 20

I was in a car , I looked nervous; Fahad was driving Me:" you wanted to talk, yala talk" Fahad :" patience" I turned to face him :" no! Talk now Saud can call any minute!" Fahad:" SHUT UP!!" I jumped because he yelled :" e7trm nafssk" Fahad:" all I hear I Saud! 3mrk fkrty feeni gabl la ttzwjeenh?" Me:" Fahad you left me!!!" Fahad :" you hurt me , Anoud and everyone around you" He was driving too fast.. Me:" Fahad.. P-please slow down." He was driving faster now and laughed an evil laugh:" ha 5fty?" I yelled :" STOP THE CAR!!!" He hit the brakes and I wasn't wearing a seat belt the car 9art ttglb and I remembered being stuck.. Me:" umm h-help" Fahad was outside covered in blood :" I'm sorry!!!" He ran and left me their stuck .. I opened my eyes quick and took a deep breath like my soul just came back to my body.. I coughed hard Saud:" Reema!! Relax are you okay?" I turned around and I was in a hospital room , my head was pounding , I touched the locks of my hair and they were really short! Me:" my my hair!! What happened??" He sighed :" you fell of the stairs. They had to cut your hair cause your head was bleeding" Tears fell from my eyes :" I-i think I remember something" Saud:" what is it?!" Me:" I'm scared to say." Saud:" you can tell me anything when you're ready" he held my hand tight and then kissed it :" I love you" I smiled :" I love you to." I shut my eyes again. I was really scared of what I saw so I kept holding Saud's hand. Fahad is going to be in trouble after I get out of here..

Chapter19

I saw my baby boy taking his first steps & marry was calling for me .. Marry:" Ma'am come quick!" I stood up as fast as I can and went out side and then Saud followed with a video camera in his hands , I knelt down and opened my arms .. Me:" yala 6aloli come here!" He fell and then stood up again and came to me.. I hugged him tight and then picked him and stood up facing the camera .. Me:" say bye!" 6aloli:"byee!!" He waved to the camera Saud's P.O.V :- The moment was amazing, it was like everything was back to normal.. My wife , my son & me. I couldn't be more happier! I kept looking into the camera and then turned it back to me .. Me:" 6aloli's first steps everybody!!" Reema and 6aloli clapped! I turned the camera off and went to them Me:" ba6al wldy!" Reema:" I know right" she was facing 6aloli with the biggest smile on her face! I came closer to her and we were inches away from each other, I kissed her forehead and whispered:" he has the best mom ever!" She smiled :" and the best father ever" Reema's P.O.V :- I wasn't nervous, I felt happy and I wanted to spent every single day just with my baby and my husband. Today was just more than perfect! I couldn't ask for more. Saud:" 5aleena naswy shay to celebrate!" Me:" hmmm , how about BBQ?" Saud:" YES! And swimming?" I laughed :" and swimming" Saud:" fine then change and I'll go buy the burgers to grill" Me:" okay , don't be late!" Saud:" I won't" he winked and went downstairs quick. I handed marry 6aloli and went to change and then I remembered I forgot my phone downstairs, I was running down the stairs when suddenly I lost balance and I yelled and then I was on the floor downstairs; I saw a figure but it was too blurry I couldn't breathe and then I saw him .. Me:" F-Fahad?" I shut my eyes and breathed heavily I felt my body go numb and that's when I heard the door open and yelling and it was all over..

Chapter.18

The next morning I woke up so early I was excited that Saud was coming home today and I'd get to see him.. I really think I'm starting to fall for him ; he's kind , sweet and he's the father of my son so it's okay if I love him right? I sat down impatient to get a call from him, I was shaking my legs and smiling at the same time, I wanted to tell him that I could play the piano now. I wanted to tell him everything on my mind.. My phone rang ; Saud<3 Calling Me:" WA9LT?" I sounded too excited He laughed :" yeah about that.." Me:" what? Fii shay?" Saud:" my flight got canceled w ma ra7 aw9l till al fajr" Me:" uff.." Saud:" why are u so upset I thought you didn't like me?" Me:" well , ummm 6aloli misses you so I thought you'd come early 3shan tshouf'h gabl la ynam" Saud:" bas 6aloli eshtagly?" Me:" yeah w omk w Lamya" Saud:" what about you?" Me:" y-yeah .." Saud:" Yeah what? Go on say it" Me:" well yeah I miss u , 6ayb ert7t now?" He laughed :" 6ab3an barta7!" Me:" call me when you get here " Saud:" you don't have to wait bt25r" Me:" no I'll wait!" Saud:" okay , I have to go now" Me:" okay , take care" Saud:" you too" Sakrt and I was so devastated , what am I going to do for the rest of the day? Lamya is studying for her finals. Sarah and Farah are also busy since they're graduating and I have no one to talk too.. I went through the pictures in the living room but none had any thing to do with my wedding or a proof to show I got married to Saud , I ran upstairs to my bedroom and searched through the drawers and cabinets and nothing was in there. Maybe the pictures are at Saud's bedroom? I ran to his room and went in , I felt scared to be honest. I turned the lights on slowly and went to the drawers and started searching; Nothing then I went to his cabinet and behind his clothes there was a box hidden behind I pushed it out of the cabinet since it was to heave to carry, it fell on the ground open and some papers fell out. I skimmed through them but they were meaningless some thing that had to do with his work. Then I found a huge book , it looked so heavy I placed it on my lap and opened it to the front page and it Saud ; Love Endlessly.. *Reema&Saud* I turned to the next page and the next , there were pictures of my wedding. I smiled in each and every one I looked into his deep blue eyes with happiness. I saw how sparks flew on top of us.. We loved endlessly suddenly a flash back..* I was running with a white gown on me and Lamya was following Lamya:" Calm down we'll find it!" Me:" uff Lamya bsr3a 6ayb al zfa will start any minute now!" Lamya:" they can't start min '3eerk" Me:" FOUND IT" I picked up a white vale and handed it to a women that placed on my head Lamya:" okay calm down now , you ready?" I smiled :" yeah I am" A warm hand touched mine I looked up and it was Saud Saud:" today you're mine forever" I smiled :" I love you" It was over , tears start streaming down my face.. I wanted to love endlessly I wanted to care an cherish every moment I lived with happiness.. I couldn't do that now , I was making new memories when I wanted the old ones, I cried even harder Saud:" Reema? What are you doing in here?" I stood up and wiped the tears of my face :" I'm sorry I was looking for pictures" Saud:" it's okay"he came to me and hugged me tight Me:" I'm so sorry!" Saud:" shuush it's okay!" I was choking on my tears, for the past weeks all I did was cry , and I wanted to cry even more.. I sat down on the floor :" why me?" He sat next to me :" la tgouleen ketha , kl shay 5eera min raby" I looked at him and I couldn't help it but smile :" thank you" Saud:" I told you I'll always be there, I got you something .." He reached for his back pocket and got a box out of it , it was black with a white ribbon on it , it said ; love endlessly. I smiled :" just like the album" Saud:" that's what I promised I'll do , love you endlessly" I took the box and opened it ; a locket laid in there, it was beautiful decorated with sparkling diamonds I took it and put it on Me:" thank you" Saud:" it's the least I can do.." Me:" hey I thought enk ma ra7 tu9al ela lil fajr!" Saud:" I thought I'd surprise you!" Me:" don't please!" He laughed and then he was staring at a figure walking out side .. I looked behind me and I saw it.. This was too early not now!! Not today

Chapter.17

Me:" ya allah , fii bnt galtly enha kant wa7da min 9a7baty w r7t shft'ha! I'm 22 I get to do what I want!" I looked at Lamya and she was playing innocent! Wj3, what the hell did I ever do to her? Mom:"ya allah ya reema kan glteely! Ketha r7ty al7een al bnt btl3b b.rassk!" Me:"ma ra7 tswy shay a9ln ma 3ad aklmha ma 3jbny w'63ha" Mom:"yala 6ayb ana 6al3a foug.." My mom left and Lamya was standing there silent.. Me:" leeh ma knty trdeen 3lay?" Lamya:" I was busy" Me:" ohh really? For the last two days?" Lamya:" yeah well you don't get to know everything y9eer b.my life" She was walking to the door and I grabbed her hand Me:" leeh ma knty trdeen? Honestly Lamya!" She looked at the floor Me:" Lamya tklmy!" Lamya:" you knew I liked him.." Me:" seriously?" She looked at me:" yes!! You were in that room with him alone!" Me:" Lamya kam mara bafhmk I'm married to your brother!" Lamya:" you used to love him.." She mumbled Me:" you know what! I give up, ma tst3wbeen enty? I don't even remember a thing!!!" Suddenly she hugged me and she started crying :" he loves you!" I hugged her tighter:" and I don't love him.." I calmed her down and we sat in the living room Lamya:" Reema.." Me:" hala?" Lamya:" I'm sorry.." Me:" it's okay bas you should understand I wouldn't love any one but your brother.." She smiled :" I'll keep that in mind" Me:" ufff.." I lied down on the coach Lamya:" wsh feek?" Me:" I'm confused.." Lamya:" mn ?" Me:" this girl I saw today.. She said enha t3rf kaif I could remember , she said something about patience .. '3reeba walah" Lamya:" what was her name?" Me:" Anoud etha ma kant tkthb" Lamya:" hmm I do remember you had this best friend named Anoud " I sat up :" keef shklha?" Lamya:" mara bai'6a w she used to always wear red lipstick , weird girl bas you guys were really close!" Me:" what do you mean were?" Lamya:" yeah , you had this fight w ma 3ad klmtu ba3'6 though you never told me why!" Me:" ttw83een she wants revenge aw shay?" She laughed :" mu l.hathi l.darja! Ymkn she feels bad" I smiled :" maybe.." Lamya stood up :" yala ana lazm arou7 , I still haven't studied wla shay w finals garabt" I stood up and hugged her :" etha e7tjty t7keen klmeeny" Lamya :" ee akeed" Lamya left and I felt every thing go dark... It was raining heavily Me:" Anoud!!! Bsr3a!!!" She was running :" ha jeeet!!" Suddenly I bumped into a tall figure , I looked up :" hi Saud!" I hugged him Anoud came and stood behind :" hi saud!" Saud:" hala Anoud! Yala ana brou7 , I'll see you tomorrow" Me:" okay enshallah" Saud left and we were walking towards the door.. Anoud:" since when w enty w yah close?" Me:" 6bee3y ya3ny bn9eer close he's my cousin!" Anoud:" you do know I like him?" Me:" duuh anoud! Besides me and Fahad are getting married" She smiled :" yala 5leena nd5l juwa.." She put her arms around my shoulder and I did the same to her Suddenly I snapped out of it.. Sh*t I thought, maybe she hates me because I married Saud? My life seemed to be so confusing , it was a mystery just like in the movies.. I sat down on the coach with bad thoughts running through my mind I'm never gonna see this Anoud again what if she tries to hurt me?! I won't allow her, Saud is now mine and I have a son.. It was about 6 pm and I felt really tired so I climbed up to my room and I fell into deep sleep..

Chapter.16

To be honest i couldn't sleep all night, i was so nervous since i was meeting some one i think i knew before i lost my memory! i tried calling lamya for advice but she wouldn't pick up her phone! ya3ny madry meen al mfrou'6 yz3l? 

12 pm : i got out of bed quickly , took a shower and changed. i went downstairs for breakfast and then sat down with my mom
Me:" mama "
she looked up from the news paper she was reading :" hala?"
Me:" umm fii a7d ya3ny min bara al 3eela y3rf 3an my accident ?"
Mom:" walah madry ya bnty , lw a7d min 97batk 3arf kan klmouna bas ana af'6l m7d y3rf "
Me:" mt2kda?"
Mom:" ee mt2kda , leeh?"
Me:" la wla shay bas ya3ny tw83t a7d y3rf aw shay"
Mom:" fii a7d klmk?"
Me:" la mama ma7d klmny"
Mom:" 6ayb ma 3laik , wsh btsween al youm?"
Me:" ba6l3 at'3da bara ma3 Lamya"
Mom:" ohh walah kwais , have fun"
Me:" enshallah "
she went back to her news paper , and my phone starting ringing
Saud calling
i picked up
Saud:" hala walah wsh 3ndk ma tdgeen wla ts2leen 3an your husband"
i laughed :" hmm maybe because ma eshtgtlk madry?" i was lying
Saud:" affaa? za3lt walah"
i laughed :" amz7 ma3ak! ha keef al sh'3l?"
Saud:" al 7mdellah twny m5l9 w ray7een nt'3da"
Me:" bil 3afya"
Saud:" allah y3afeek"
I left the living room and walked outside :" umm Saud?"
Saud:" samii?"
Me:" Lamya klmtk ams aw al youm?"
Saud:" la walah , bas klmt ome leeh fii shay?"
Me:" la wala shay bas knt as2l"
Saud:" akeed reema?"
Me:" ee walah akeed"
Saud:"  yala 6ayb 7beeby ana lazm askr "
Me:" la wait!"
Saud:" hala?"
i got confused :" umm drive safely?"
he laughed :" any thing else?"
Me:" umm no.."
Saud:" 6ayb yala bye entbhy 3la nafssk"
DRIVE SAFELY???!! i bet he's not even driving! i got confused i didn't want to end the call , he's voice is just .. aghdkduebdb pfftt..
i got inside and went upstairs , i saw the door to the piano room open and i thought hey? why not see if i could play..
i went inside and sat down in front of the piano , i placed my hands gently on the keys .. i smiled suddenly i could feel how it was fun when i played .. i started playing and every note started popping in my head. suddenly i stopped and i was tearing, they weren't tears of sadness but happiness , i could remember these simple stuff i did every day but couldn't remember the things i wanted to remember. THAT'S IT! i thought i knew i could remember things but i won't remember the things i want but the things i needed. Like family, friends and love. that's what i needed!
i ran to my bedroom and changed fast since it was 3 pm and it was to late to cancel on that stranger , maybe i'd just go and see what he/she has to say.
the entire ride i was so nervous.. Maybe he or she tried to kill me? we arrived at tao, i asked the driver to wait outside since i wasn't going to be late , i texted the stranger :" i'm at tao , where are you?"
S *stands for stranger* :" ask for Miss Anoud's table"
haha i know her name , how stupid for a stranger to do , sign a table under her name. i went to the waiter and he directed me to a table, a girl with black her was sitting there , her face was white and she wore red lipstick. I could'v sworn i thought she was a spy i sat down
S:" well hello there.." she smiled she had this devilish smile
Me:" hi , Anoud"
Anoud:" seems like you haven't forgotten everything"
i chuckled :" are you serious ? you signed the table under your name? how stupid do you think i am?"
Anoud:" i meant to do that."
Me:" enough with this non sense , you said you'd help me remember?"
Anoud:" patience is the key to everything, show me patience and i shall help you"
what's this a movie? all the time she wore a smile like she was this godess wsh t7ss feeh?
Me:" well i don't know you"
Anoud:" you actually do , but you are stopping your self from remembering"
Me:" what do you mean?"
Anoud:" your brain is a complicated machine, you and only you can interact with it"
Me:" what's that supposed to mean"
Anoud:" it means you can make your self remember but you're just too scared of remembering every horrible detail of your life " she sipped on the juice in front of her
Me:" i'm not scared! you know what this a waste of time " i stood up
Anoud:" open up your mind , wait for it and have patience don't rush your self "
I turned to her and again she was still smiling! i was creeped out i left as fast as i could and when i arrived home i had this massive headache and i couldn't take it any more. i went inside and my mom was standing in front of the door and Lamya was standing right there next to her..
Mom:" start explaining your self!"
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hey guys sorry this is a bit short but i don't really have time and i'm trying to making intresting! sorry again much love to all of you.. 

Chapter.15

It was Lamya..I felt so shocked ma 3rft wsh agoul...

Me:"Lamya.."

Lamya:" WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?"

Me:"Lamya walah ma ga3deen nswy shay bas Fahad wanted to talk!"

Lamya:" Does Saud know?"

Me:"no"

Fahad:"Lamya 5la9 ma 9ar shay bas knt a7ky m3aha since klkm ma tboun tglounlha wsh kan beeny w beenha"

Lamya:" YOU IDIOT!!!"

Me:" ENOUGH KLKM!!!" I yelled 

I turned to Lamya :" my husband trusts me and I respect that w ma knt aswy shay ma3 fahad but the fact enh klkm 5abeetu 3any mu shay 6bee3y"

Fahad:" reema I'm sorry"

Me:" never mind fahad just don't talk to me again."

Fahad:" reema please" he came closer and I stepped back

Lamya:" yala reema 5al nrj3 al bait bas" she gave fahad a disgust look

I left the room and Lamya followed 

Me:" bntfahm ana w enty ba3deen"

Lamya:" reema ana maly da5l!"

Me:" I said ba3deen"

I took my stuff and dropped Lamya , it was a silent ride every time she tried to talk I ignored her. I went back home and the house was empty *al7mdellah*. I went to my room and fell into deep sleep... 

4 am : 6aloli woke me up with his crying , the maid was asleep so I picked him and tried to calm him down when someone knocked on my door, Saud came in

Saud:" 9ayr shay?"

*uff maly 5lgh* 6aloli was close to sleep and I was really tired :" shuuush"

Saud:"Sorry.."

He came and he kissed 6aloli on the cheek and then whispered :" ya rou7 baba enta"

I smiled even though I didn't want to. He hid something big! But I wouldn't blame him , if I was in his shoes I'd hide the truth.

He looked at me with a smile on his face and then whispered :" etha nam t3aly shway bara ba7ky ma3ak"

I whispered back :" lazm al7een? It's 4:00 am in the morning!"

Saud:" I just wanted to tell I'm leaving to Dubai in the morning."

Me:" why?"

Saud:" I have work there"

Me:" do you really have to go?"

Saud:" well yeah, leeh? Tbeeny ag3d?" He winked

I smiled :" if it's important go , if it's not I'd rather you stay"

Saud:" well it is ya3ny bas it's only for two days"

Me:" 5la9 then you should go"

He came closer and kissed my forehead :" I'll miss you."

I smiled, wsh bagoul ya3ny? My heart was racing..

Me:" tw9al bilslama"

Saud:" allah yslmk" he left and closed the door behind him

I felt like crying. Adry two days! Bas ya3ny? 

6aloli fell asleep , I placed him in his crib slowly and I went back to bed..

12 pm : 

I woke up late today, so I took a quick shower and went downstairs. Luckily my mom was in the living room..

Mom:"Reema!"

Me:"Samii?"

Mom:" t3aly ba7ky ma3ak"

Me:"okay." I sat next to her 

Mom:" ana mt2kda Saud galk al g9a 9a7?"

Me:" ee galy"

Mom:" then you know now leeh knt m5bya 3leek?"

Me:" to protect me."

Mom:" exactly. If your father took you away from me, I would've been alone! Enty kl shay 3ndy w lw dgeega tb3deen 3any mdry wsh aswy!" She started tearing and so did I , I hugged her so tight

Me:" walah 3arfa! I'm so sorry 39abt 3leek"

Mom:" w ana asfa 5abeet 3leek"

Me:"I promise mst7eel a5leek l7alk, allah la y7rmny mnk!"

Mom:" wla mnk! Bask 3ad bka shoufy wsh swaity feeny" we both laughed

Me:" mama"

Mom:" hala?"

Me:" ams 3raft shay."

Mom:" w wsh hu?"

Me:" bas la t39been!"

Mom:" 6ayb yala en6gy!"

Me:"Fahad galy .." She cut me off :" enh kan y7bk w kan ybeek bas Saud sbgh?"

I was shocked :" eee , keef t3rfeen?"

She laughed :" kl al nass 3arfa"

Me:" ela ana."

Mom:" 7beebty walah kna nby ngoulk bas al mshkla Saud kan 6uul 3mrh ybeek tnseen fahad!"

Me:" ma alouma."

Mom:" yala goumy ef6ry 6ayb" 

Me:" okay" I kissed her forehead and went to have so breakfast! I grabbed a cup of coffee and a blueberry muffin and ran back to my room to call Lamya 

Once

Twice

I called her four times but her phone was off.

I called Farah

Farah:" hala Reema?"

Me:" hala farah , sorry az3jtk bas Lamya klmtk al youm?"

Farah:" hmm La2! Atwa83 dawamt al youm"

Me:" ooh okay shukran"

Farah:" shd3wa!" I hung up and started turning around in my room looking for something to do..

Suddenly a text..

I checked my phone with my eyes wide..

It said :" I can help you remember! I know a way but no one should know! Keep it on the Low and I'll tell you who I am."

I texted back :" how can I trust you?"

In minutes I got a reply :" I'm not gonna hurt you, I've experienced what you have"

Me:"how do you even know me?"

Stranger:" I've known you your entire life, meet me tomorrow at 4?

I hesitated.. Then I thought maybe I'd remember :" fine where?"

Stranger:" Tao 4pm! Come alone."

I knew it was stupid bas wsh aswy! I needed to remember! This person obviously knew me or else how could this stranger suddenly know that I lost my memory? I was so confused but I decided I'd just go with it and see what happens...

Chapter.14

I decided I'd ask Saud I went to his door and knocked, he opened the door and he was shirt less but he was wearing a pair of shorts. I felt ashamed so I looked away,
Me:" umm shft omy?"
Saud:" hmm la2, leeh?"
Me:" I can't find her w al 5damat ygoulon 6la3t"
Saud:" well then ymkn ra7t 3nd omy"
Me:" probably.."
Saud:" feek shay?"
I giggled
Me:" noo sorry for disturbing"
He smiled :" la shd3wa "
Me:" okaay then.."
Saud:" yepp.."
Me:" bye"
I left and I heard him laugh and shut the door behind him , omg mst7eel keef fshlt nafssy.
I went back to my room and luckly my phone was ringing..
Lamya Calling
Me:" haa Lamya?"
Lamya:" I heard"
Me:" mashallah bsr3a w9lk al 5abar"
Lamya:" yeah your mom is here"
Me:" uff I kept looking for her , is she okay?"
Lamya:" probably , bas 5ayfa 3leek mara"
Me:" uff lamya ma a3rf wsh aswy now"
Lamya:" she protected you lazm tsm3eenha and then you decide"
Me:" shakly baswy ketha, did she say anything 3la mta btrj3?"
Lamya:" nope not really"
Me:" 6ayb t3aly , it's awkward ana w Saud l7alna"
Lamya:" la esma3y I'm going to Farah and Sarah's place t3aly "
I thought about it for a second , fahad would be there and I should talk to him
Me:" okay fine , I'll get dressed w bajy a54k "
Lamya:" okay"
I hung up and went and changed into a pair of jeans and a shirt with a pair of flats. I'm not the type ely a7b aksh5 b.zyada
I took my bag and my phone and when I reached the door ..
Saud:" 3la ween?"
I turned and faced him :" barou7 a54 Lamya w bnrou7 3nd farah w sarah"
Saud:" are you sure about that?"
Me:" yeah , leeh?"
Saud:" are you okay?"
Me:" yes I'm fine , aby a'3yr jaw al ka2ba shway"
Saud:" okay , have fun"
I smiled and got into the car , I picked up lamya and in a matter of minutes we arrived.
We went inside and I saw fahad sitting with 5aly Naif
Me and Lamya :" Slam 3laykum"
Fahad & 5aly Naif :" w 3alykm al slam"
5aly Naif :" sh5barkm?"
Both of us :" al7mdellah"
Fahad was looking at me and I tried to ignore
I looked at Lamya and she was staring at the floor and blushing, shfeeha hathi?
Me:" Wain Sarah w farah?"
Fahad:" foug , e6l3oulhm ystnoukm"
Me:" okay, yala lamya"
W both went upstairs but before we reached I came closer to Lamya and whispered :" why were you blushing?"
Lamya:" umm wla shay"
Me:" Lamya e5l9y!"
Lamya:" uff fine! I like fahad."
I stared at her with shock. THE FAHAD.
Me:" ARE YOU CRAZY"
Lamya:" shuush! F'67teeny!"
Me:" sorry bas , are you crazy?"
Lamya:" walah mdry Reema , he's kind and sweet w kl shay.."
Me:" min jmbha"
Lamya:" you're just jealous!"
Me:" min esh?! Please I'm married to your brother"
Lamya:" you should be supportive."
Me:" uff , fine I'll try to be. Bas if hurts you la tgouleen ma gltlk"
Lamay:" 6ayb"
We climbed the stairs , both farah and Sarah welcomed us with hugs
They were talking about random stuff, but I had this idea.. Aby a3rf how my accident happened
Me:" 3ady as2lkm shay?"
They all looked at me
Me:" t3rfoun how my accident happened?"
Lamya had this pitiful smile on her face :" they only told us al syara englbt feek, you were on your way to my house"
My heart started pounding, I could remember me being stuck in a car, I saw a figure bas ma 3rft meen hu, I snapped out of it when Lamya said :" Reema, which movie should we watch?"
Me:" 3ady ma tfrg m3ay, ahm shay ma ykoun horror"
Sarah wore this devilish smile :" horror it is"
I laughed :" sa5eefa"
Sarah:" walah t'67keen lmn t5afeen"
They all laughed, they put on this movie called Emily rose? I don't really recall the name, bas mara kan sa5eef.. Kanu klhm mnsjmeen so I decided I'd grab something to eat from the kitchen other than the junk they were eating.
I went down the stairs slowly, the house was extremely dark, I couldn't see anything. I heard something moving behind me. Suddenly someone grabbed me by the hand and whispered :" shuush , don't yell"
I couldn't breathe :" please don't hurt me"
The figure pulled me into a room and shut the door then locked it and turned the lights on.
It was Fahad
Me:" MAJNOUN ENT? MY HEART ALMOST STOPPED!"
Fahad:" sorry! But we needed to talk!"
Me:" fine then talk."
Fahad:" Reema you're mine!"
Me:" fahad we said we're going to talk not decide if I was yours wla la"
Fahad :" okay listen.. A few years ago when we were both 15, we fell in love. I loved you like crazy! Then my dad had work to do b.USA w kan lazm nrou7. 5alty jouhra offered eny ag3d 3ndha w I chose not to. I left you knowing eny barj3lk w bntzwj. But we broke things off lnh kan 93b enh nshouf ba3'6. I came back and you and Saud were getting married"
I was shocked..
Fahad:" say something" he tried to come closer and I stepped back
Me:" ma-ma a3rf wsh agoul"
Fahad:" say you love me!"
Me:" I DON'T"
Fahad:" THEN I LOVE.."
Me:"LAAAA, don't you dare say it! I'm married leesh ga3d tswy ketha?"
Fahad:" Reema please"
Me:" no fahad. You're asking me to betray my husband. You had the chance right infront of you before you left to the states w you chose not to. Ana maly da5l! I have a son w ma ra7 a5oun al th8a ely 36any yaha zoujy!"
Fahad:" fine, bas one thing t4kreeh! MST7EEL ANSA GAD ESH KNT A7BK w KNTY T7BEENY"
Suddenly we heard someone open the door, my jaw dropped to the ground when I saw her... This isn't happening.

Chapter 13

She looked at me and I could see how terrified she was :" Esm3eeny zain, Lw wsh ma y9eer 5aleek ga3da hna 6ayb? 6aloli hna ma3ak w you should be with him right now!"
Me:"Bas.." She interrupted
Mom:" min '3eer bas eg3dy hna w esm3y klamy"
She left and I could hear all the yelling but I couldn't make up what they were saying cause the door was locked. I know she said enh ma a6l3 but I didn't care my husband and my mom seemed to be in trouble..
I picked up 6aloli and I opened the door slowly and looked out ; I could see the same man and Saud was trying to push him out of the door..
Saud:" 3amy tkfa la tswy ketha!!"
The man:" fkny ya saud la agwm al dnya 3leekm!!"
Mom:" e7trm nafssk w e6la3 bara la at9l 3la alshr6a"
The man:" oh w al shr6a tdry enk m5bya bnty 3any for the past 16 years?"
Meen bnt'h? Wait.. La la mst7eel! She said my father was dead!
I walked out with this furious look on my face
The man looked at me and smiled :" Reema? Ya rou7 abouk enty"
He tried to come closer but I stepped back
Saud:" reema e6l3y foug!"
Me:"la"
Mom:" Reema esma3y al klam w e6l3y"
I yelled :" GLTLKM LA2!"
They all looked at me I had tears in my eyes and I was so mad! How the hell she could keep this secret from me? Even when I remembered everything ma atw83 galtly! 6aloli started crying after all the yelling I decided I'd just go upstairs and calm my son down..
Me:" you all should be ashamed of your selves!!!"
I looked at saud and then said :" Especially you!"
Saud:" Reema don't do this.."
Me:" la 3mrk tklmny! You lied to me when you knew everything " I looked at my mother :" that goes to you to!"
I left them all feeling ashamed of themselves I ran upstairs and kept 6aloli with me in my room.
6aloli slept and all I could do was cry. Every one lied to me when I needed the truth and the truth only. Hours flew by like seconds and suddenly a knock came to my door.
Me:"Meen?"
Saud in a trembling voice said :" A-na , can I come in?"
I ignored suddenly he opened the door
Me:" I never said you can come in!"
Saud:" we need to talk"
Me:" about what how you all were lying to me?"
He was yelling :" FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! All I hear is me! Lw mara tsm3eeny w ana a7ky!!! Reema I lost you the moment you woke up with not a single memory in your brain!, enty om wldy w ma agdr 7ta aklmk zain! Stop thinking about your self for one second bas and think of people who knew so well and are trying to help you!"
I was silent. It was true , kl ely swait'h the moment I arrived was say me. I needed help..
Me:" I-i'm sorry"
He sat next to me holding his head and then looked at me :" it's okay, jeet a7ky m3ak you seemed upset"
Me:" well of course ba39b she told me my father was dead"
Saud:" she protected you"
Me:" from what?"
He sighed :" before you were born your mom thought she couldn't have kids. She was lucky to have you, every doctor said that after she would give birth mst7eel t7ml again.."
Me:" and..?"
Saud:" abouk 39ab mara , he wanted kids every man does , tzwj 3la omk her best friend and he wouldn't divorce your mom. He hated you , 5alty kant daymn t9ee7 mnh he never even hugged you as a child. He divorced your mother and abandoned her with you, he wouldn't even give her money 3shan t9rf 3leek, after he had a son he decided he wanted you back but your mom hid you away from him for the past 16 years until he found out.."
I was shocked , my mom loved me so much I knew how much she loved me bas ma tw83t something like that would've happened
I started tearing
Saud:" la la t97een"
He put his arm around me and my head was on his chest I started crying
Saud:" shuush it's okay ana hna"
I said while crying :" I'm so sorry walah I'm sorry"
He kissed my head and held me tighter :" mu '3l6tk it's okay"
I didn't care of how tight he held me , I cared that I needed people around me. I needed support and love.
I woke up the next morning , it didn't feel as sleeping an a pillow. My eyes were still closed but I could hear someone's heart beat. I lifted my head up and I was sleeping on the floor with my head rested on Saud's chest and he was resting his back on the cabinet with his neck backwards. Looks like I slept while crying and he didn't want to wake me ...
I wiped my face with my hands and started shaking him 
Me:" Saud goum la y9eer shay b.your neck"
He lifted his head and then held his neck :" aa7"
Me:" y3wrk? I'm so sorry it's my fault"
He smiled :" la 3ady, how are you now?"
Me:" much better.."
He looked at me :" I think you should talk to your mom now."
Me:" maby al 7een , It'll be so awkward w I'm not ready"
Saud:" bkeefk"
I totally forgot 6aloli slept here today I looked into his crib and he was sound asleep, I smiled
Saud:" I'm going to work a9ln I'm late"
When he wanted to stand up his back carcked :" AAY"
Me:" y3wrk mara? I think it's a bad idea for work today"
He smiled :" 7aseet"
I couldn't help but laugh
Saud:" eee e'67ky 3lay w ana awreek bas 5aleeny at7rk zain"
He started to walk , which made me laugh even harder
He lifted his head and looked at me :" enshallah doom hal '67ka"
I blushed , I actually melted.. A7b the way he treats me..
He left the room , I was happy until I remembered me and my mom needed to talk.
Eventually lazm a7ky ma3aha I don't even know what's the man's name! I thought I'd talk to her but when I went downstairs she wasn't there... I searched her bedroom w ma kant feeh I asked the maids and they said she left hours ago.. Haw ween ra7t?! 

Chapter 12.

I pointed to Lamya to come :" Lamya 6afi al nour oo t3aly bsr3a!"

 Lamya:" haw shfeek?" She turned the light off and came over 

Me:"shuufy this man"

 Lamya:" eeh?" 

Me:" hatha ja hna al 9ba7 w Saud galy ad5l juwa w etha nadani asfh, meen ttw83een hatha?"

 Lamya:" walah madry Reema , bas t9dgeen ma2louf"

 Me:" ttw83een Saud mtwr6 m3ah b.shay?"

 Lamya:" my brother is not that type of a man , plus ymkn n3rfh lnh shklh ma2louf mara"

 Me:"sure?" 

Lamya:" ee walah ray7y balk " 

 I was sure some thing was wrong or else the man ma kan raj3 bil lail ba3ad... I ignored the thoughts I started having and focused again , leesh a5af 3leeh? I hate him!!  Lamya said she'd stay over but when I fell asleep I woke up at 3:00 am and she wasn't there.. I woke up hearing a sound of music being played I walked out of the room and looked around trying to find the source of the music, I reached the end of the corridor to a room that was locked since the day I arrived home! Yeah malgoufa fatsht al '3uraf.. I opened the door slowly and I saw a piano , OMG he plays the piano!! He was playing and he was in the mood he didn't even see I was watching him.. It gave me a memory when I saw him .. I was sitting next to him when we were teenagers and we were both playing and smiling . And suddenly I felt soo light and I couldn't see anything , everything went dark... 

 SAUD'S SIDE

 I stopped playing when I heard something smack on the floor and the door was open.. I stood up and there she was right on the floor I ran to her and started hitting her face lightly, maby a3wrha . I freaked out , though the doctor said it would be a bit normal for her to faint some times..

 Me:"Reema, Reema 7beeby goumy " She wouldn't wake up I checked for her heart beat and she was alive , I was relieved . She was also breathing. I picked her up and put her on the bed..  I didn't want to make a big fuss and take her to the hospital till I was sure something was wrong.  I sat in her bedroom so if she wakes up I'll be there.. God she looks like an angel w hy nayma  6oul al lail I kept staring at that pretty face of hers I MISS HER!!!! Badat tgoum ... 

Me:" Reema? You okay?" 

She looked at me with confusion :" what happened?"

 I smiled :" o'3ma 3leek in front of the piano room, enty kwaisa?" 

She sat up :" yeah I'm fine a little headache bas .."

 I stood up :" tbeen ag3d m3ak , wla your fine l7alk?"

 Reema:" la it's fine , etha 7aseet feeni shay I'll tell you.."

 Me:"okaay" Before I reached the door I turned and faced her :" I'm sorry 3la al youm.. It was a mistake I lost control of myself" I smiled and left the room before she could say anything... 

 BACK TO REEMA:

 I felt sorry for him, I mean maybe he was used to the snuggling and stuff? Maybe? Ufff I felt bad , he's my husband I had to start treating better. But there was one thing I needed to know.. Just that one thing , who the hell was that man?? I decided I'd sleep and then I'd talk to my mom the next morning.. 11 am Saturday:  I woke up , washed up and changed into a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. I tied my hair into a pony tail and went downstairs to see if my mom was awake, good thing I found her .. 

Me:"9ba7 al 5eer" I went to her and kissed her forehead

 Mom:" 9ba7 al nour.. Fee shay?"

 I laughed :" la ma feeh , bas jeet a7ky ma3ak mu ams gltlk ba7ky ma3ak?" 

Mom:" yuuh t9dgeen nsait" 

Me:" 3ady , al mohem bgoulk shay bas beena"

 Mom:"okay" Me:" ams lmn rj3na ana w Saud kan fii shayb wagf 3nd al bab, Saud galy asfh w nafss al rjal raja3 bil lail . Lamya shaft'h w tgoul enh ma2louf bas ma t3rf meen hu.. 5ayfa Saud mtwr6 m3ah b.shay" 

She had this weird look on her face like she was scared :" 6ayb o9feely keef shaklh" 

Me:" ummm 6weel , sha3rh aswad w feeh sheeb shway , mu dub wla smeen 7seet'h yshb'h 6looli shway w he had a pointy nose" 

She was scared I saw it right in her eyes:" etha shfteeh thany mara 3lmeny. "

" Me:" 6ayb ma gltely meen?"

 Mom:" a7sslk ma t3rfeen 9dgeeny"

 Suddenly we heard a smack on the door 

Saud:" 3amy tkfa 5la9 e6la3!" 

A man voice came :" mneeb 6al3!!! FOZYA , WEENHAAAA??!! " 

I was scared I held my mom's hand so tight I thought I'd break it.... 

Chapter.11

Saud kept silent for a moment then he looked at me with a worried look:" esm3eeny zain, abeek td5leen jwa bsr3a w etha nadak esfheeh fahma?"
Me:"Saud haw wsh feek? meen hatha?"
Saud:" reema esma3y klamy w bas"
Me:"o-okay"
he stopped the car and i ran inside the house but i could see their shadows .. i wondered who that man could be , lykoun Saud mtwr6 b.shay ma3ah?

my heart started pounding hard and bad thoughts started running through my head , when saud entered i couldn't be even more releived ..

Me:"could you start explaining meen ha4a?"
Saud:" it's no one , just some one from work"
Me:" don't lie to me!"
Saud:" I'M NOT"
Me:" you know what never mind , ana al'3l6ana ely bdait arta7 lk i guess i was wrong"
i headed to the door but he grabbed me and he was so close to me
Saud:" look into my eyes"
i stared at him :" let go!"
Saud:" i am not lying .."
i knew he was , but i also knew he did it to protect me i could see it in his eyes
Saud:"9dgeeny mst7eel akthb 3leek"
Me:" fine. i believe you"
he let go of me and smiled a half smile , then he held my hand :" i'll always protect you i promise"
Me:" i know you would" i smiled
we had something between us i could feel it. that innocent love is what we have ..
we walked inside the house while holding each others hand
i saw my mom coming our way smiling
Mom:" huhu wsh al 6ary?"
i smiled :" wla shay"
i went to her and kissed her forehead
then i whispered in her ear :" ba7ky m3ak ba3d shway l7alna "
she smiled :" ee y9eer 5eer"
Saud:"wsh m5byeen 3any?"
i laughed :" wla shay beeny w been omy"
Saud:" etha nawyeen 3la shay t3wthu min eblees w ehjdu"
Me:" rou7 shouf sh'3lk bas"
Saud:" w 6l3lna lssan ba3ad?"
i laughed :" wsh t7ssb b9eer askt"
he winked :" y3jbny al jaree2 ana"
i blushed , uff est'3frallah his winks tmwt..
mom:"e7mm "
we both looked at her
Mom:" ana ray7a 3nd 5altk johara , tbeen shay?"
Me:" la slamtk"
my mom left and it was me and Saud alone. he looked at me with his devilish look
Me:" wsh nawy 3leeh?"
he ran and he suddenly carried me
i laughed and i started kicking :" nazlny!!!"
Saud:" enty 7awly tnzleen"
i was laughing my heart out cause he was tickling me at the same time
Me:"SAUD 5LA9 NAZLNY!!"
Saud:" gouly a7bk"
Me:"laaa" he tickled harder
Me:' 5la9 6ayb eeh , eeh"
Saud:" ee wshu?"
Me:" ee a7bk 5la9 a7bk"
he put me down and we were staring at each other.. oh no he's not , NOO NOO .
i pushed him :" umm ana brou7 3nd talal ma shft'h"
Saud:" reema wait walah ma kan ga9dy!"
Me:" i'm not ready for this i-i can't i ran upstairs and locked my self in my room"
did he just try to kiss me? i was having butterflies and i was scared at the same time.. mabii , mabii i'm not ready for this!!! uff this is too confusing
he was knocking on the door
Saud:" reema? reema eft7y al bab!"
Me:"go away."
Saud:" reema walah asf , ma adry wsh knt afkr feeh! please don't do this walah i'm sorry"
i ignored him and i crawled into my bed , i started crying.. why won't he respect that ?
he stopped knocking and i felt i can have a moment for myself , i got my phone and i texted lamya
Me:" Lamya weenk?"
Lamya:" bil bait , leeh?"
Me:" can you come over, i'm not feeling so good aby a'3yr jaw"
Lamya:" leeh ween Saud 3ank ;)?"
*ufff again with saud*
PING!!!
PING!!
Lamya:" haw reema wsh 9arlk?"
Me:" wla shay just come w agoulk!"
Lamya:" okaay"
half an hour later Lamya arrived

SAUD'S POINT OF VIEW:

I couldn't believe what i did? why ? i lost control of myself , i just miss her!

i miss how she hugs me every morning and how she stares at me before she goes to bed and how she holds my hand so tight... I MISS HER!!!

I saw lamya coming through the door 

Me:" haw lamya wsh jaybk?"

Lamya:" zoojtk klmtny w galtly ajy"

Me:" uff lamya i screwed up , al7een 9art 5ayfa mny!!!"

Lamya:" wsh swait ya 7mar??"

Me:" i tried to kiss her.."

lamya kept staring at me with surprise :" majnoun ent? al bnt lssa ma t3wdt 3la al w'63"

Me:" uff walah madry lamya wsh aswy i just miss her.."

Lamya:" mdry wsh agoulk walah, ana b6l3 ashoufha w i'll text you if she's fine"

Me:"promise?"

Lamya:" ee walah , bas never do that again until she gets used to you!"

Me:"okay"

she left and i was walking back and forth waiting for that stupid message 

i decided i'd take a walk bil 7ay bara and i was surprised when i saw him again..
i walked up to him :" 3amy mu gltlk la tjy hna , walah lw shaftk 5alty btglb al dnya foug rassk"
he stared at me , he was really sad :" ma agdr arou7, lazm ashoufha !!"
Me:" 3amy tkfa la tswy ketha walah lw reema shaftk btnjn mn omha la t5rb ely beenhum "
i he was silent i tried convincing him bas kan m3nd

back to Reema: 

Lamya tried to comfort me and i felt a bit good but then i decided i'd open the window to get some fresh air .. i couldn't believe it , that guy again! meen ha4a? mst7eel a man from work yjy at this time of the night! what is everyone hiding from me other than Fahad? i have to know i need to know!!!! .......................................

so you guys etha t7soun m95t'ha shway tell me 3shan i'll edit it out , i didn't know what to write because i was a bit confused so 6l3t 7rty b.this chapter, sorry e4a 7seetuh shway 3eeb tell me w b9l7h xx 

Chapter.10

After the gathering with my family the girls begged me to go with them and sleepover at Farah and Sarah's house. I didn't want to go Fahad would be there and would be so awkward… Saud wasn't so happy about it too but Lamya insisted. So I decided I'd go w ana shayla ham..

Farah:"Sarah rou7ii nadii fahad yala 3shan yw9lna"

Saud:" la 5la9 rou7o ento m3ah ana aw9l Lamya w Reema"

Al7mdellah I thought…

Lamya whispered :" wsh feeh Saud kl ma a7d jab 6ary fahad yt'3yr wjha?"

Me:" are you seriously asking me?"

Lamya laughed :" walah marat a5oy '6reefa"

I smiled :" lamya walah ma wdy arou7 w ba3deen Taloli byg3d ydwrny bkra"

Lamya:" 5la9 ma3leesh erj3y badry enty, bas please please t3aly n'3yr jawy!!"

Me:" ufff fine.."

Lamya hugged me :" walah a7bk"

I laughed :" m9l7jya bas ana ba3d a7bk"

Saud dropped us and Lamya got down from the car and I said I'd follow her..

Me:" Saud e4a mu mrta7 enh jaya hna 9dgny ana maby bas e5tk znana"

Saud:" la mub ketha.. bas mdry Reema a5af fahad ysweelk shay "

Me:" don't worry I'm fine I have my body guard Lamya"

He laughed :" fine bas etha 9ar shay you just tell me w ana awreek feeh"

I blushed :" akeed bgoulk , yala have a good night w make sure Taloli ynam bdry"

He smiled :" fine , good night"

I got out of the car and I went inside the house w the girls were waiting , when they saw me they laughed

Lamya:" did he kiss you "

They all laughed

Me:" haha jdn '6reefa lamya wait until he comes tmw w bgouulh"

Her face straitened :" asfa walah asfa"

Me:"don't you mess with me again" I laughed

We went upstairs to Farah and Sarah's room  and we started talking and laughing..

Sarah:" at4kr Reema kant daymn tjy 3ndna w we used to prank call fahad lmn yjoun his friends"

Unfortunately ma t4krt bas it was nice hearing all these stories ..

Farah:" I remember we all cried our hearts out gabl la nrou7 e7na USA"

Me:" entu entgltu?"

Farah with a half smile :" yeah for 3 years w we got back before your wedding . it was 3 years of hell"

Reema:" I wish I could remember all that"

Farah hugged me :" awwh you will, promise and we'll help you"

I started tearing and laughing at the same time w all group hugged , my family is the best..

They all went to bed but I couldn't I started getting thirsty so I got out of the room and I guessed the kitchen was downstairs so I started searching till I found it when I went inside and fahad was in there I got out 3la 6oul but he saw me ..

Fahad:" reema wait!"

I kept walking w sfhth but then I felt a strong hand pulling me

Me:" Fahad let go, lw Saud ydry y4b7k"

Fahad:" please don't do this"

Me:" do what? I barely know myself 3shan a3rf wsh ga3d y9eer 7wleeny!"

I started tearing

Fahad:" I know everyone is trying to hide the truth from you , but you are mine!"

Me:" fahad I'm married how am I supposed to be yours?, fkny please "

Suddenly everything went dark …

I was in the estre7a again but this time fahad was carrying me

Me:" fahad nzlny " I was laughing and screaming

Fahad:" fine " he threw me in the pool

Me:" YA 7YWAN!!" He jumped in and started coming closer and hugged me

Fahad:" ana a7bk .."

Me:" mu hna , 5alaty klhum hna"

Fahad:" who cares , a9ln ana btzwjk"

I was laughing and splashing water on his face ………… it was all over

I woke up and I was on the floor w Fahad was trying to wake me :" REEMA , REEEMAA!!! GOUMY LW SM7TY!!"

I sat up :" wsh 9ar?"

Fahad:" WHAT THE HELL? Bas ke4a you suddenly fainted you okay? 3wrtk ana?"

Me:" no , no I'm fine t9eer daymn.."

I stood up and he helped me

Fahad:" tbeen asa3dk aw ajeeblk shay?"

Me:" no , no bas we need to talk in private later I'm not feeling good al7een"

Fahad:" o-okay.."

He helped reach the bedroom and I fell asleep , again I had the same dream I had in the hospital..

I woke up the next morning at 10:00 am w the girls were still asleep, assumed fahad was asleep too so I called Saud and I asked him to pick me up..

I got into the car ..

Saud:" how was your night? "

I was confused ya3ny mara7 agoulh 3an fahad :" y-yeah it was okay"

Saud:"Reema feek shay?"

Me:" no , mafi shay walah I'm fine"

He wasn't that convinced but he tried to change to subject

Saud:" 6ayb since it's early ba54k mkan"

Me:" umm okay.."

It was a long drive and then he suddenly stopped in front of a house being built

I was confused :" Saud wsh ha4a?"

He smiled :" our future house.."

He looked at me with that attractive smile , I melted ..

Me:" really?"

Saud:" akeed , w klh 7gk.. y9eer 3ndna enshallah awlad akthr min Taloli w bnrbeehum klhum hna"

I smiled to the thought of that , I actually started getting comfortable . he held my hand , I didn't mind because I knew he'd never hurt me. I looked at him and smiled

He looked at me :" m'6aygk?"

Me:" la abdn"

He smiled again with that attractive smile..

We went back home and I couldn't be even better..

But in front of the door there was a man standing , he was really old

Saud:" hatha wsh jayba hna?" he frowned

Me:" meen hatha Saud?"

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Chapter.9

Lamya stayed over for two days and she left, she also said something about this tradition that the family has this gathering every Thursday at the family's estra7a and everyone has to go. 

My Mom said that if i wasn't feeling good I'm not forced to go, to be honest I thought about not going then I decided I'd go. I asked Marry to change Talal's clothes. I took a shower and changed into a long maxi dress and let my hair down w i put on some light make up.

I went downstairs and Saud was waiting he kept staring at me then he said :" umm yala t25rna!"

Me:"sorry, ween omy?"

Saud:"she left with the driver, Talal w Marry bara yala emshy"

I took Talal from Marry and set him on my lap.

Me:"Talooli say mama"

Talal:" CAAWW!!" He pointed at a car in the street

i laughed Me:" no not car say mama!"

i felt Saud staring then i turned and he was smiling at us. GOD THAT SMILE DRIVES ME CRAZY!! SNAP OUT OF IT ! I thought.

The hole ride i tried convincing Talal to say Mama but he kept pointing at cars and smiling and laughing.

We reached there and i handed Marry Talal so I can say hi properly to my family members.

I went inside and i saw Lamya running my way

Lamya:"REEEEMAAA!!!"

Me:"bsmellah 3leek shfeek?"

Lamya:"salmy al7een w agoulk bas bsr3a!"

i went inside al majlss and said hi to everyone then lamya grabbed me and w sat b.nehayt al majlss.

Lamya:"bkoun 9aree7a ma3ak"

Me:" en6gy trak 5r3teeny!"

Lamya:"there's this guy.."

Me:"LAMYAA!!"

Lamya:" huusshh , ma aklm walah bas ketha crush ya3ny bas he likes another girl w ba3deen shufu meen ytklm!"

I stared at her, wsh g9dha?

Me:"wsh g9dk?"

she got nervous i could see it in her eyes..

Lamya:"never mind , any ways hu n3rfh e7na bas he treats me as a sister"

Me:"then respect that , btlgeen a7ssn ,mh"

Lamya:"uff madry wsh aswy!!"

Me:"do what i said, trust me!"

We talked a bit and then Farah and Sarah joined .. 

Farah looked at me :" keef 9rty now?"

Me:" a bit better , bas al7mdellah 3la kl 7al"

Sarah:"6ayb tt4kreen shay?"

Farah hit Sarah on her back

Sarah:" bsmellah bas su2al!"

i smiled 

Me:"not really"

Farah wanted to change the subject :" did you buy a new phone?"

Me:" yeahh here add me pin:*****"

i accepted them and we kept talking , it's good to have family around you to support you!

we decided we were going to sit outside and then Saud came and he sat with us, b.9ra7a i felt jealous a bit .. ya3ny madry he's my husband w those are our cousins...

I Stared at the floor when everyone was in the middle of long talk and then again a flasback..

I looked like a teenage girl, i was sitting with two boys : i guessed one was Saud because of his colored eyes and the other one was Fahad..

Saud:"Reema btjeen next week 9a7?"

Me:"yeah akeed!"

Fahad:"jaya 3shany la t9dg nafssk!"

Me:" fahad mu wgt smajtk al 7een bas ys2l!"

we were all laughing and talking aout typical teenage stuff but it seemed like both of them looked at me in a way a lover would look at his girl.............

it was all over when Saud started calling me :" Reema? Reema? ween sr7ty?"

Me:" haa? sorry tn7t shway"

they all laughed but i just smiled.Maybe fahad used to be in love with me? but if he was why isn't the one I'm married to?

lamya whispered :" you okay?"

Me:"Yeah"

Lamya:"sure?"

i smiled :" i'm fine la t5afeen i'm okay"

Saud:" share your secrets 6ayb m3ana"

Lamya:"private girl talk, malk sh'3l!"

Saud:"3ady mtrby ma3 bnat, share ya5ty share!"

Me:"mafy shay walah tn9b 3leek"

Saud:" ya zeen el 9aree7 bas" we winked 

i blushed but i tried to hide it, i think he saw me..

Sarah and Farah at the same time :" EWWW GET A ROOM!"

Me:" walah tfkeerkm wa95 enty w yaha"

Lamya:" walah ana alwa7eeda al baree2a feekm hahaha"

We spent the day between laughs and jokes but Fahad was no where to be seen. I needed to talk to him maybe he'd help me since everyone seemed like they were not excited about me remembering stuff... 

Chapter.8

I slept late last night since I was searching for answers.
9:00 am tuesday :
Lamya:"Reema , Reema"
She kept whispering in my ear.
Me:"Lamya huush"
Suddenly I felt a big smack on my head that woke me up!
Lamya:"LMAN ANA A97EEK TGOUMEEN!!!"
I kept staring at her min al 9dma. Did she just hit me?
Me:"kbrk ana ya 7mara?yala bara bnam"
Lamya:" ana ma jeet hna 3shan tnameen, yala goumy Saud by6l3na nf6r!"
Me:"Dam ke4a ana bnam"
I put my head on the pillow again and covered my face with the blanket.
Then Lamya pulled the blanket and the pillow
Lamya:" get up NOW!"
Me:" 5laa9 haa gmt wj3!"
She smiled and hugged me
Lamya:" yala elbssi 3shan nrou7"
Me:"wallah maly 5lg"
She stared at me with this look that freaked me out
Me:"5laa9 gmt ha blbss bas e6l3y bara."
She smiled
Lamya:"akaaiihhh"
After she left I took a quick shower and changed into a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt w I put my hair up in a bun.
I went downstairs , Lamya & Saud we're waiting.
Lamya:" 9a7 al noum 3mty 3la blak e4a 6wlty bnrou7?"
Saud:"heey enty bas 3eeb a54ty wajh!"
Lamya:"fine bsmellah 3lay"
Me:"Eee Saud 5afi mnh bas ana la, awreek!"
She hugged me
Lamya:"5la9 asfa"
Me:"nu9 sam7tk"
Lamya pushed me
Lamya:"a7ssn bkeefk"
I couldn't help it I started laughing , I never laughed like this ever since I left the hospital, I was happy!
We got into the car and I sat in the passenger seat.
Saud:"Haa Reema ween tbeen nrou7?"
Me:"bra7tkm ely y3jbkm"
Lamya:"ANA A3RF!"
Saud:" enty eskty m7d 6alab ra2yk, ha wsh glty reema?"
Lamya:" ya 7yaty ana, m'6louma ana"
I laughed
Me:" 5la9 Saud ely Lamya tbeeh nrou7lh"
Saud:" bas 3shank hal mara wla ana ma a54 bray hal km5a!"
Lamya:" yaly thoug'h mara 7lu bil akl, any ways nrou7 Lenotre"
Saud:"min 9ba7 raby?"
Lamya:"Reema galt ely ana abeeh"
Me:" 5la9 ely tbeeh hy"
Saud:"6ayb bas ma n6wl 3shan ba54km mshwar thany"
Lamya:"YAAAY, okay!!"
We reached Lenotre they ate but I didn't feel like eating so I drank juice bas. We were done and we left.
Lamya:" al7een ween bta54na?"
Saud:"Reema jawalk 5arab bil 7adth 9a7?"
Me:"Yeah, I guess, ma adry? Did I have a phone? "
He smiled:"ee you did w bnshtreelk wa7d ma ynf3 ke4a ga3da min '3eer jawal"
Lamya:" oohh ohh you should buy a blackberry!"
Me:" I really don't know , meen feeh ya3ny 3shan a7ky m3ah Bbm?"
Lamya:" duuhhh ana"
I laughed again, this girl is funny and how she fights with her brother makes me smile!
Saud:" ee 5la9 blackberry 3shan a7ky m3ak ana b3ad"
Me:"fine a blackberry it is!"
We got the phone and went back home , Lamya slept over we watched a movie and she helped activate my phone.
I checked my phone
1 pending request: Saud.M
I accepted
Saud:"you liked your new phone?"
Me:" yeah thank you so much<3"
Saud:" shd3wa , 6fshtk Lamya al youm?"
Me:"hahaha la it was nice spending the day with her"
I felt the urge to ask where he was bas ma knt aby a9eer malgoufa , aw a7sesa enh I care.
Saud:"Reema?"
Me:"yes?"
I waited for an answer , but it was like it took him forever to answer!!!
Saud:" if you need help please don't be shy ask me , remember enh enty 7lal 3lay w mst7eel a'6rk b.shay!"
I blushed behind the screen how cute!
Me:" I promise I'll ask for your help , don't worry and thank you again<3!, I got to go now your sister wants me "
Saud:" ya smjha , I try talking to my wife w she ruins it :p any ways have fun<3!"
Me:" hahaha we will enshallah , bye<3"
I spent the rest of the day talking to Lamya but my mind was flying some where else...~

Chapter.7

After the last or probably first gathering with my family I never saw them again. Most of the time I sat alone in the living room watching TV or playing with Talal or avoiding Saud. A7ss enh I'm beginning to fall for him bas LA I won't!!

7 pm Tuesday ..
Knt jalssa bil 9ala watching TV w Saud was out so a5tht ra7ty. My mom said that she's going to visit 5alty Maryam and she asked me if I wanted to go bas ma kan ly 5lg bila97 ma knt ab'3a ashouf Fahad. This boy is weird, 7awlt at5yl esh mmkn ykoun beena bs mst7eel ya3ny ykoun shay kbeer l.theek al darja . Suddenly everything went black again , SHIT I thought a flashback..

I saw two kids playing with their bikes a girl and a boy.
Then I saw another boy he was sitting alone in the corner. Suddenly the girl stopped playing w ra7t lil wld ely bilzawya w jalsst jambh , the boy on the bike seemed pissed... Everything was over and I was in the living room again. I stood up w I started looking around for pictures or anything that could relate to my flash back
In about half an hour the living room's floor was filled with pictures and video tapes, 9rt min '3eer 3agl adwr for one picture with me and saud in it bas I couldn't make up ha4ii ana wla who's in this picture or the other.

I heard the door open , I didn't turn and I kept skimming through the pictures. Knt 3arfa enh Saud ja bas mu wagt'h al7een.
Saud:"Reema wsh tsween?"
Ma rdeet
He came closer
Saud:"Reema a7akeek ana wsh tsween?"
Me:"Shay"
He sat on the floor next to me , actually too close. Ba3adt 3anh
Me:"I can do this on my own. Ma a7taj msa3dtk"
Saud:"Sma3ty your doctor, e4a m7d sa3adk you won't remember anything"
I kept silent and kept staring at a picture I was holding ; there was a girl about 4 years old holding a new born baby boy on her lap.
Saud smiled at the picture
Saud:" ha4ii enty w ha4a Nawaf, knty mara mabsou6a lmn enwld lnh ma kan 3ndk e5wan aw 5wat knty bas tgouleen enk tbeen ta54eenh m3ak albait"
I smiled
Me:"Thankyou"
Saud:" wlaw, Reema etha enty mu mrta7atly as a husband for now leen ma tt'thkreen conisder me as a friend w ana bsa3dk"
Me:"I will , thanks again"
Saud stood up:" oohh ee naseet agoulk , lamya is coming over tomorrow she wants to spend the day with you"
Me:"okay , mta btjy?"
Saud:"Mdry I'll call her and ask"

He left and I was smiling of how kind he was . I looked back at the picture and the girl in my flashback looked exactly like the girl in the picture. Looks like I have some puzzle pieces to put together...

Chapter.6

Thursday morning ..
I woke up early that day I had this feeling , madry hu ana mt7mssa ashouf ahly wla 5ayfa? I took a shower I wore a sleeveless top with a pair of jeans I put on some make up and kept my hair as it is. Ma knt ab'3a awry a7d enh I was weak I'm strong and I can do it. Nazlt t7t and Saud kan ga3d bil living room reading the news paper. 7awlt aswy nafssi mu shayft'h bas entb'hly...

Saud:" 9ba7 al 5eer Reema, walah ana 6ayb w enty sh5bark?"
I smiled Me:" sorry ma shftk"
Saud:"umhmm , t3aly b7ky m3ak shway."
 I couldn't say no he has this look that would let me melt to my feet. Bas la I'm not here to fall in love with him he's my husband w until I remember I'll keep my distance .
R7t 3ndh and I sat next to him.
Me:"yes?"
Saud:" ha4ak alyoum lmn 9ar5ty, wsh 9ar ma fhmt mnk shay?"
Me:" wla shay just a bad dream"
Jeet bagoum w sa7bny w ga3dny again
Saud:" ma 5ala9t ana ."
Me:" wsh feek?5la9 ma 9ar shay I'm fine"
Garbly w mask yady
Saud:" a3rfk lmn tk4been tra"
Me:" I said mafy shay"
S7bt ydy w gmt w r7t to Talal's playing room . This boy is the CUTEST. Ga3dt al3ab m3ah until my mom came and told me enh 5alty , 5aly w 3yalhum ju.
I carried Talal w 6l3t bara .
Kanu kthar mara I started getting dizzy min kthr al nass ely 7awaleeny suddenly Saud ja 3ndy w he wrapped his arm around my waist and whispered :"play along , w bs3adk ana ."
I started saying hi to everyone and Saud sa3adny shway and the question everyone kept asking was : tt4kreeny? No ma at4kr a7ad for god sakes!

I had two Aunts and one ancle , 5alty Maryam : she had two twin daughters they were 18 : Sara and Farah w she had a son named fahad he's 20 years old.

Then comes Saud's mom turns out we're cousins , 5alty Johara She had a daughter named Lamya she's 17 and Saud.
Last is 5aly Naif he was so sweet to me he had two boys : Nawaf is 16 and Khaled is 13 .

I got to meet every one they were all sweet to me exept fahad. He was WEIRD TO THE MAX! Saud 7ta ma kan 6ayga bas I kept ignoring his looks. We all had dinner together and I tried smiling bas I wasn't feeling good.

5alty Maryam:" haa Reema 3ssak 6ayba?"
Me:" ee al 7mdellah"
Fahad:"Na9aba."
Everyone turned and looked at him. Wsh salfta ha4a?
Me:" 7ta lw ma knt 6ayba ma ra7 agoul eny mu kwaisa, 3an e4nkum."
Saud:"Reema eg3dy."
Me:"shba3t"
I left the table and I was pissed wsh yby ha4a? Knh nag9ny. Farah followed me
Farah:" Reema esfheeh , he's been acting weird."
Me:" w ana wsh da5lny? Knh nag9ny ana"
Farah:"3arfa walah bas esfheeh."
She hugged me she was so sweet ya 7lwha , ma kan ly nfss akl so farah sat with me in the living room and we talked a bit until everyone finished dinner. I saw fahad leaving w l7gt'h.
Me:"Fahad estna "
Fahad:" na3am?"
Me:" wsh feek 3lay? E4a mu mla7'6 lw kan 9ayr beena shay min awal ma at4kr a9ln."
He came close w wajhy la9g b.wjha w kan maskny min my arms bgwa It felt enh bykssrly ydy.
Me:"Etkrny!!!"
Fahad:"La."
Me:"FKNY WLA B9R5!!!"
Fahad:"La!!"
Suddenly I heard Saud yelling.
Saud:"ETRKHA YA 7YWAN!!!"
Fahad didn't turn he let me go and he left.
I ran to Saud
Me:" ma swait shay wallah bas knt aby a3rf wsh msweetl'h ana"
He hugged me
Saud:" la 3ad tklmeeh mjnoun trah"
W5rt 3anh and I ran inside , I didn't want to love I wanted to remember w bas!!!

Chapter 5

The whole night I spent it staring at the sealing the feelings I have are weird ml5b6a b.ba3'6 w a7yann lmn a7ss nafssi '6ay3a I just cry! I have a child and I'm married .
Suddenly everything went black and I was back in the living room but this time with old furniture ..  I can see my mother she looked younger hna but with a man this time, they're both yelling .. 
Mom:" ROU7 3NDHA 5ALEEHA TNF3K!!!" 
The guy:" FOZYA LA TNHBLEEN MNEEB RAY7!!"
Mom:" leeeh? Leeh? Tswy feeny ana w bnty ke4a leeh?" 
My heart started pounding hard I was scared ma 3rft wsh aswy then I Yelled b.a3la shay agdr 3leeh!
I was back in the bedroom and Saud opened the door and held me tight. Rassy was on his chest and I started crying. 
Saud:"wsh feek? Wsh 9ar?" 
Me:"leeh ana leeh? Ana 5ayfa la t5leeny ana 5ayfa!!"  I was choking on my own tears  Saud:" ma ra7 a5leek, you're safe la t5afeen" I spent the hole night between his arms crying but what happened after that I don't remember.  I woke up the next morning and I was sleeping on the bed but Saud ma kan bil '3rfa.
Gmt w 9rt adour bil '3rfa lm7t a picture on the night stand , it was me and Saud w m3ana Talal I seemed so happy in the picture. Lw agdr arj3 zay ke4a w with all the memories in my head ...  Rj3t al 9oura mkanha w I went and washed up and changed into a training suite after a long time picking .
Then I went downstairs and my mother was sitting in the living room with Talal .  Mom:"9ba7 al 5eer, 3sak nmty kwais?"
Me:" 9ba7 al 5eer, umm eeh"
I went and sat next to her. Me:"mmkn as2lk shay?"
Mom:"akeed es2ly ely tbeenh"
Me:"umm e4a enty umy meen aboy?"  She looked at the floor w ba3deen 6al3t feeni with a smile ka2nha m'39ouba enha tbtsmly
Mom:" abouk 36ak 3mrh min zman." 
Me:" 6ayb ma 3ndy e5wan aw 5wat?"
Mom:"la ma 3ndk enty wa7eedty w 7beebty"  She hugged me , 7seet'ha bas tb'3a t'3yr almwa'6ou3. 
Mom:" fii su2al thany?"
Me:" al7een mafii , bas ab'3a a3rf ahly ymkn e4a shfthum at4kr shay"
Mom:" akeed 5alatk a9lan byjoun bkra yshoufonk , ha4a e4a enty wdk?"
Me:" ela ma 3ndy man3 ymkn at4kr a7ad feehum" 
We sat the hole day in the living room and we had breakfast together 7keena ktheer w galtly enh she'd help me remember everything w that she'd be there for me. Cute! Bas there was something in that flashback, w lazm a3rfh!

Chapter 4

I spent the last two weeks in the hospital. I was miserable, leave alone enh I know nothing about my self. W I kept having nafss al 7lm over and over again. It was weird knh fii shay bil dream lazm a3rfh? Most of the time I spent it crying or sleeping or sometimes ag3d a6al3 b.Saud zay ka2ny astna shay y6l3 b.mu5y y4krny feeh. Bas wla shay 9ar since my last flash back. A7yann y7awl y7ky ma3ay but I don't know what to answer. 
 Today I left the hospital , r7na al bait. We stopped at this big gate and it opened for the car to get in. The house was huge! I looked around w shft wld 9'3eer ga3d b.mashya yl3b with his nanny I'm guessing chasing him. He was the cutest thing ever and the moment I saw him I smiled la sh3ouryan. As soon as the car stopped a man ran to the car w ft7 ly al bab I stepped out of the car and I felt lost. Ma a3rf min ween arou7 so I stood still . Suddenly 7aseet a warm hand touching mine , I jumped. 
 It was Saud.
 Saud:" shfeek la t5afeen ma ra7 asweelk shay" 
 Me:" la tlmssny please" 
 Saud:"bra7tk" 
 He led me to the door but before we reached the baby boy started running behind me saying:"MAMA MAMA!!" 
W 3bayty bas t3lg b.mashyt'h. I truned to Saud with question marks all over my face. 
Saud:" ooh naseet a3rfk 3la wldk Talal" 
I stared at him for 5 minutes ! Ysthbl hatha? Keef ya3ny ynsa ygouly enh I have a child? WHAT THE FUCK? I have a baby to raise! 
 But suddenly I looked at this poor little baby. Wsh thanba hu? He was cute , he had light brown hair with blue wide eyes and rosey cheeks , a bit chubby but cute and two little teeth peeking out whenever he smiles! 
 I went to him and picked him up. I didn't mind even though my hand still hurts . Awal ma shlt'h he noticed the scar on my forehead and touched it. I smiled! 
Saud:" yalla Reema omk tstnak jwa 36eeh l.Marry she'll take care of him leen ma tt7sneen." 
I handed "my baby" to the maid and followed Saud. Awal ma da5lt al bait an old woman came out of no where and hugged me:" BNTY 7BEEBTY! Ma tdreen gad esh 5fna 3leek 7mdellah 3la slamtk." 
 She was my mom , how cute! Awal ma wa5rt 3any I looked at her and smiled. 
 Me:" allah yslmk" 

 She looked at Saud and she seemed broken I can see it in her eyes. 
 Mom:" yala e6l3y foug w et7mamy , w erta7y Saud bywreek '3rftkum, tbeen a5leehum y6l3ounlk akl?" 
 Me:" la shukran mu msht'hya shay." 

 Saud again led the way to the room he showed me around and said he'd sleep in another room till I get used to it and left.

Chapter.3

I was shocked. Like what the hell? How? Oh wait I lost my memory! SHIT! Wsh aswy al7een should I hug him wla wsh aswy? Bas al mshkla he seemed so young w lw a3rf keef shakly kan glt enh ana 9'3eera 3la al zwaj. I sat up w jeet bagoum bas he was too fast w maskny.
Saud:" 3la ween? Mu tbeen ashr7lk? W a9ln al mafrou'6 ma tt7rkeen"
Me:"Let me go! Bashouf shakly, l7d el7een ely shayft'h yadeeny bass!!" I started tearing

He let me go then he looked at the floor
Saud:" 5aleeny asa3dk 6ayb?"
Me:"mu lazm agdr at7rk"

I walked to the bathroom w I stood in front of the mirror with my eyes closed. Knt 5ayfa , bas ya3ny wshu ba5af a6l3 sheena mthln? Ft7t 3youny shway shway w I saw my face...

I was shocked , it was me! The same girl I dreamt about . Ana ? I was the beauty? Bas who was the guy? Was he my love? Or was he the same guy claiming to be my husband?
The world started spinning and I had a flashback..
I was laughing I was so happy there was a guy he was holding me so tight , the sun was blocking wajha ma gadrat ashoufa. Bas I felt happy I felt safe.. But then snap everything went dark and I was back in the bathroom.
Bas ha4i al mara Saud kan maskny w wajhy la9g b.wajha he was shaking me . I blinked
Me:" wsh 9ar?"
Saud:" enty kwaisa feek shay? 7asa b.wj3?"
Me:" E-eeh kwaisa"

I was scared my eyes saw his eyes only .. He was holding me so close. Twtrt ma 3rft wsh aswy. I saw those wide blue eyes they sparkled with grief and sadness ..
Fj2a he hugged me bgwa.

Saud:"la t5awfeeny ke4a mara thanya! Enty kl shay bil nsba ly mst7eel a5leek ttrkeeny mst7eel!!"

He was my husband and I had to accept it weather I liked it or not. Bas kan lazm a3rf meen ana w a3rf kl shay 3an 7yaty, I had to start meeting myself!

Chapter.2

I was confused of what was going on , 9rt abky min '3air 3gly. Leeh ma at4kr wla shay? Leeh ma a3rf meen ana? 7ta esmy a3t8d enh reema w 7ta mu mt2kda. Esh ga3d y9eer ya raby? 7seet l.jdran ga3da tskr 3lay.
Suddenly a7d fta7 al bab the same guy was back bas the doctor kan ma3ah.

The doctor was old he had white and grey hair with a beard. Kan shaklh y6mn so I relaxed , garb jamby and he sat on the chair. W the guy wagaf warah.

Doctor :" ha reema keefna al youm?"

I talked with tears in my eyes : " ma a3rf meen ana w-wallah 5ayfa, ma a3rf wsh aswy . Please help me , allah y5aleek!"

He came closer : " shuush 5la9 la t9ee7een ana bgoulk kl shay e3tbreeny abouk! Ana jay hena asa3dk w ana w Saud enshallah mu '6areenk."

He started explaining enh gabl 3 ayam swait 7dath syara 9ar damj on my brain w I lost my memory. He said enh I've been sleeping for three days and that al wj3 ely a7ss feeh by5f w ra7 a9eer agdr at7rk. He also said enh with someone's help mmkn at4kr kl shay. To be honest 7seet nafssi ert7t . Lssa knt ab'3a a9ee7 bas I felt safe. The nurse came w she gave me some pain killers.
Al doc. W al nurse ra7u and there I was stuck with a man esmh Saud.

I looked at him : " al7een doork tshr7ly."
Saud:" ashr7lk esh kl 7yatk?"
Me:" tgdr tgoul ke4a. Starting b.meen enta!"
Saud:"Well.. I'm your husband!"
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