Chapter 4

I spent the last two weeks in the hospital. I was miserable, leave alone enh I know nothing about my self. W I kept having nafss al 7lm over and over again. It was weird knh fii shay bil dream lazm a3rfh? Most of the time I spent it crying or sleeping or sometimes ag3d a6al3 b.Saud zay ka2ny astna shay y6l3 b.mu5y y4krny feeh. Bas wla shay 9ar since my last flash back. A7yann y7awl y7ky ma3ay but I don't know what to answer. 
 Today I left the hospital , r7na al bait. We stopped at this big gate and it opened for the car to get in. The house was huge! I looked around w shft wld 9'3eer ga3d b.mashya yl3b with his nanny I'm guessing chasing him. He was the cutest thing ever and the moment I saw him I smiled la sh3ouryan. As soon as the car stopped a man ran to the car w ft7 ly al bab I stepped out of the car and I felt lost. Ma a3rf min ween arou7 so I stood still . Suddenly 7aseet a warm hand touching mine , I jumped. 
 It was Saud.
 Saud:" shfeek la t5afeen ma ra7 asweelk shay" 
 Me:" la tlmssny please" 
 Saud:"bra7tk" 
 He led me to the door but before we reached the baby boy started running behind me saying:"MAMA MAMA!!" 
W 3bayty bas t3lg b.mashyt'h. I truned to Saud with question marks all over my face. 
Saud:" ooh naseet a3rfk 3la wldk Talal" 
I stared at him for 5 minutes ! Ysthbl hatha? Keef ya3ny ynsa ygouly enh I have a child? WHAT THE FUCK? I have a baby to raise! 
 But suddenly I looked at this poor little baby. Wsh thanba hu? He was cute , he had light brown hair with blue wide eyes and rosey cheeks , a bit chubby but cute and two little teeth peeking out whenever he smiles! 
 I went to him and picked him up. I didn't mind even though my hand still hurts . Awal ma shlt'h he noticed the scar on my forehead and touched it. I smiled! 
Saud:" yalla Reema omk tstnak jwa 36eeh l.Marry she'll take care of him leen ma tt7sneen." 
I handed "my baby" to the maid and followed Saud. Awal ma da5lt al bait an old woman came out of no where and hugged me:" BNTY 7BEEBTY! Ma tdreen gad esh 5fna 3leek 7mdellah 3la slamtk." 
 She was my mom , how cute! Awal ma wa5rt 3any I looked at her and smiled. 
 Me:" allah yslmk" 

 She looked at Saud and she seemed broken I can see it in her eyes. 
 Mom:" yala e6l3y foug w et7mamy , w erta7y Saud bywreek '3rftkum, tbeen a5leehum y6l3ounlk akl?" 
 Me:" la shukran mu msht'hya shay." 

 Saud again led the way to the room he showed me around and said he'd sleep in another room till I get used to it and left.