Chapter.6

Thursday morning ..
I woke up early that day I had this feeling , madry hu ana mt7mssa ashouf ahly wla 5ayfa? I took a shower I wore a sleeveless top with a pair of jeans I put on some make up and kept my hair as it is. Ma knt ab'3a awry a7d enh I was weak I'm strong and I can do it. Nazlt t7t and Saud kan ga3d bil living room reading the news paper. 7awlt aswy nafssi mu shayft'h bas entb'hly...

Saud:" 9ba7 al 5eer Reema, walah ana 6ayb w enty sh5bark?"
I smiled Me:" sorry ma shftk"
Saud:"umhmm , t3aly b7ky m3ak shway."
 I couldn't say no he has this look that would let me melt to my feet. Bas la I'm not here to fall in love with him he's my husband w until I remember I'll keep my distance .
R7t 3ndh and I sat next to him.
Me:"yes?"
Saud:" ha4ak alyoum lmn 9ar5ty, wsh 9ar ma fhmt mnk shay?"
Me:" wla shay just a bad dream"
Jeet bagoum w sa7bny w ga3dny again
Saud:" ma 5ala9t ana ."
Me:" wsh feek?5la9 ma 9ar shay I'm fine"
Garbly w mask yady
Saud:" a3rfk lmn tk4been tra"
Me:" I said mafy shay"
S7bt ydy w gmt w r7t to Talal's playing room . This boy is the CUTEST. Ga3dt al3ab m3ah until my mom came and told me enh 5alty , 5aly w 3yalhum ju.
I carried Talal w 6l3t bara .
Kanu kthar mara I started getting dizzy min kthr al nass ely 7awaleeny suddenly Saud ja 3ndy w he wrapped his arm around my waist and whispered :"play along , w bs3adk ana ."
I started saying hi to everyone and Saud sa3adny shway and the question everyone kept asking was : tt4kreeny? No ma at4kr a7ad for god sakes!

I had two Aunts and one ancle , 5alty Maryam : she had two twin daughters they were 18 : Sara and Farah w she had a son named fahad he's 20 years old.

Then comes Saud's mom turns out we're cousins , 5alty Johara She had a daughter named Lamya she's 17 and Saud.
Last is 5aly Naif he was so sweet to me he had two boys : Nawaf is 16 and Khaled is 13 .

I got to meet every one they were all sweet to me exept fahad. He was WEIRD TO THE MAX! Saud 7ta ma kan 6ayga bas I kept ignoring his looks. We all had dinner together and I tried smiling bas I wasn't feeling good.

5alty Maryam:" haa Reema 3ssak 6ayba?"
Me:" ee al 7mdellah"
Fahad:"Na9aba."
Everyone turned and looked at him. Wsh salfta ha4a?
Me:" 7ta lw ma knt 6ayba ma ra7 agoul eny mu kwaisa, 3an e4nkum."
Saud:"Reema eg3dy."
Me:"shba3t"
I left the table and I was pissed wsh yby ha4a? Knh nag9ny. Farah followed me
Farah:" Reema esfheeh , he's been acting weird."
Me:" w ana wsh da5lny? Knh nag9ny ana"
Farah:"3arfa walah bas esfheeh."
She hugged me she was so sweet ya 7lwha , ma kan ly nfss akl so farah sat with me in the living room and we talked a bit until everyone finished dinner. I saw fahad leaving w l7gt'h.
Me:"Fahad estna "
Fahad:" na3am?"
Me:" wsh feek 3lay? E4a mu mla7'6 lw kan 9ayr beena shay min awal ma at4kr a9ln."
He came close w wajhy la9g b.wjha w kan maskny min my arms bgwa It felt enh bykssrly ydy.
Me:"Etkrny!!!"
Fahad:"La."
Me:"FKNY WLA B9R5!!!"
Fahad:"La!!"
Suddenly I heard Saud yelling.
Saud:"ETRKHA YA 7YWAN!!!"
Fahad didn't turn he let me go and he left.
I ran to Saud
Me:" ma swait shay wallah bas knt aby a3rf wsh msweetl'h ana"
He hugged me
Saud:" la 3ad tklmeeh mjnoun trah"
W5rt 3anh and I ran inside , I didn't want to love I wanted to remember w bas!!!