Chapter 5

The whole night I spent it staring at the sealing the feelings I have are weird ml5b6a b.ba3'6 w a7yann lmn a7ss nafssi '6ay3a I just cry! I have a child and I'm married .
Suddenly everything went black and I was back in the living room but this time with old furniture ..  I can see my mother she looked younger hna but with a man this time, they're both yelling .. 
Mom:" ROU7 3NDHA 5ALEEHA TNF3K!!!" 
The guy:" FOZYA LA TNHBLEEN MNEEB RAY7!!"
Mom:" leeeh? Leeh? Tswy feeny ana w bnty ke4a leeh?" 
My heart started pounding hard I was scared ma 3rft wsh aswy then I Yelled b.a3la shay agdr 3leeh!
I was back in the bedroom and Saud opened the door and held me tight. Rassy was on his chest and I started crying. 
Saud:"wsh feek? Wsh 9ar?" 
Me:"leeh ana leeh? Ana 5ayfa la t5leeny ana 5ayfa!!"  I was choking on my own tears  Saud:" ma ra7 a5leek, you're safe la t5afeen" I spent the hole night between his arms crying but what happened after that I don't remember.  I woke up the next morning and I was sleeping on the bed but Saud ma kan bil '3rfa.
Gmt w 9rt adour bil '3rfa lm7t a picture on the night stand , it was me and Saud w m3ana Talal I seemed so happy in the picture. Lw agdr arj3 zay ke4a w with all the memories in my head ...  Rj3t al 9oura mkanha w I went and washed up and changed into a training suite after a long time picking .
Then I went downstairs and my mother was sitting in the living room with Talal .  Mom:"9ba7 al 5eer, 3sak nmty kwais?"
Me:" 9ba7 al 5eer, umm eeh"
I went and sat next to her. Me:"mmkn as2lk shay?"
Mom:"akeed es2ly ely tbeenh"
Me:"umm e4a enty umy meen aboy?"  She looked at the floor w ba3deen 6al3t feeni with a smile ka2nha m'39ouba enha tbtsmly
Mom:" abouk 36ak 3mrh min zman." 
Me:" 6ayb ma 3ndy e5wan aw 5wat?"
Mom:"la ma 3ndk enty wa7eedty w 7beebty"  She hugged me , 7seet'ha bas tb'3a t'3yr almwa'6ou3. 
Mom:" fii su2al thany?"
Me:" al7een mafii , bas ab'3a a3rf ahly ymkn e4a shfthum at4kr shay"
Mom:" akeed 5alatk a9lan byjoun bkra yshoufonk , ha4a e4a enty wdk?"
Me:" ela ma 3ndy man3 ymkn at4kr a7ad feehum" 
We sat the hole day in the living room and we had breakfast together 7keena ktheer w galtly enh she'd help me remember everything w that she'd be there for me. Cute! Bas there was something in that flashback, w lazm a3rfh!